I'm sorry for the delays in answering questions/comments, and sorry for myself I haven't kept up with new deviations in my stacks. This is such a ridiculous amount of material to look at, but I'm certainly not going to just delete it all because chances are, some of it's truly fantastic.
I went under. Other things took over my life enough that I actually forgot I had a deviantart. I also forgot I had friends, and forgot how wonderful my girlfriend is. I finally rid myself of what was controlling me. I'm finally recovering from that, enough that I can eat without vomiting and walk without falling asleep. So, time to get my life back on track. My lovely, wonderful ex-girlfriend has been here for me for every heartbreaking moment, and I owe her the world, not to mention my survival. I've realised what I used to know before I let this thing take me over: life is beautiful, and then sun is shining, and that is more than enough reason to get out of bed in the morning. The air is good, and I should be here to enjoy it.
So, for everyone who hasn't heard from me in a while, or has been waiting for a response, that's why, and it's no excuse, but it's a reason.
Thank you,
-Zac










